Karrueche Tran: “I’m Damaged”

Who watched Iyanla Fix My Life with Karrueche Tran last night?

If you missed Karrueche Tran’s appearance here are the highlights.

Karrueche was asked how she met Chris:

“When I first met him, he was nice and charming and I wanted to love him. To be a friend, to be different than all these other girls who would sleep with him in a second or girls who are gonna go crazy, or people who are just gonna use him.

I didn’t want it to be that, I wanted it to be different, and that’s how it was. I gave my number to one of his dancers, and he called a few days later. Our first date was a trip to Norm’s coffee shop chain at 2:30 in the morning.

Karrueche being left for Rihanna:

“I was under the impression that it was a friend type, but it wasn’t what it became to be.” After seeing them snuggling court side at a Laker’s game on Christmas Day 2012, while me and Chris were still together while at our condo.

I knew… I didn’t want to believe it.” Why? Because I loved him. I’ve never dated a celebrity, I’ve never been in the light that way, so I didn’t know what to expect.”

Karrueche on Chris’s Abuse History:

“I saw a different side of Chris that not everybody sees. Although he’s done whatever he’s done… he’s a good-hearted person,” she told Iyanla. “He’s a big kid with a good heart that’s been through some things, that’s been damaged.”

Karrueche waiting to sleep with him:

“I made him wait a couple months. That’s not what he’s used to. I can count on my hand how many guys I’ve slept with in my life, swear to God.

“There’s not too many fingers on this hand. I don’t just give myself… ‘Oh, you’re Chris Brown, I’m gonna have sex with you.’ Every guy that I’ve had sex with, I’ve dated or had a connection with. So, I don’t think I should have waited any longer, I don’t think that’s the problem.”

How She Found Out About the Baby:

“Honestly, through social media, He wanted to talk in person.

Actually, at the moment that I found out, he was texting me saying, ‘I need to talk to you in person.’ And then I get online and I see…

Is She Taking Chris Back:

“He’s said he’s sorry. He’s dropped flowers off. He’s sorry for everything. He’s sorry for what he’s put me through. There ain’t no making up right now. There’s no making up.”

Does She Still Love Him:

“I still love him. I’ve tried to help him. Go to church, pray, yoga, meditate. If he wanted to change, we’d be in a better place. But that’s the problem. He is damaged but… I’m damaged too.

I will never again let a man disrespect me. The mistake she takes responsibility for is “not having my own voice.”

My thoughts:

I feel bad for captain crunch because she is young and doesn’t know any better. Hopefully this can teach her that what she deserves verses what she is getting is very important. Maybe this situation will teach Chris not to take these women for granted. Do you all think she will take him back?